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life can suck at so many levels and times. knowing you caused something for someone and then it turns to something so bad you dotn know what to do. nothing ot do to make it right again. nothing at all.holding the line of the life in your hands. knowing whatever happends is your fault. destroing their only hope of living. crushing their hearts. turning their life around to ****. giving them nothing to live for in life for what they had you took it away. how does one deal with itself with this on his mind.knowing death would be on the hands of its own.