This must be heaven
Like that rhyme there ;D,well as everyone knows today is Panda's birthday...so I expected him not to be online.Although I miss him dearly and he has been busy his last week I have been pretty busy too, good things comingback into my life.My mother invited me back into her house,I'm getting a job and things are going to get rough for me and Panda.Goos things come to those who wait and I've been waiting for a long time:To be not homeless anymore,To have a job where I can support myself,To beable to have some kind of peace in my life...Although I may not have my room anymore I know I can still be alone.All I need is a quiet room for me to get my thoughts together.This is where our test comes into place,I have no internet at my house.I can't talk to Panda but once a week now.I used to say that distance makes the heart grow fonder,but I fear what lies ahead,I know I'll be dreaming of him when I'm without him.He also has to understand that I'am bettering myself not just for myself but for him as well,I feel like maybe even if Panda is the only person reading this journal It's ok.If there is only one person then I can understand he knows I'am wanting to be with him and he wil be in my heart every step of the way...Just don't give up on me.So let's get to chapter seven in heaven xP.I feel like in this world we live for a certain love that no one can have but you and your whole,sometimes your love may get dull as it goes on but I can promise you if you push through it it's so much more worth it than just hiding away.Once you pass up that new realationship feeling you get the ,what am I doing??But let me tell you it doesn't last very long until you find that comfort in your beloved.Whoever that may be,they will love you and stick with you until the end of time.Only if your willing to suck up the bad and know there is more good there.LADIES AND GENTLEMEN LOVE TAKES TIME!!!You can't run away after your first bump in the road,granted it may be easy but that's the coward's way out I believe in you,you can do it I want to know who my readers are as well so if you read this chapter ;D pm me or send a coment.Today is a poem that tomorrow can always memorize...with that being said im going to write another poem for you all but mainly for Panda ...lol
Heaven
It doesn't matter if it's seven minutes with you,it's all heaven to me.It seems impossibe that this could get close to be,your words so true,so kind they stream through my mind when i miss you,all the time.Your hair ,your eyes I don't know what mesmorizes me more,all I know is I don't want you to just cleanly shut this door.Leave it open so my heart can flow,and your soul can glow together we lead this light through our own worls blight.<3
View User's Journal
pandas,hoes,pizza,water, and a cow thay are my kittens best friends cause his mom was a b***h cause she dont like kitty food cause she is a cat.
 |
