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April's Internal thoughts.
I'd like the open up my heart and mind to express what I'm currently going through and what I think about daily.
I don't understand how you had everything(right?) and then something jumps up and ruins everything..Wanna hear the story? OK well idc if you don't wanna hear it, I'm going to tell you anyways..
OK, well I have this best friend..AND she is like the onllly friend I want to go to school for, Yeah... I have lots of other friends, but when in a group, the only person I want to talk to is..(guess who).. her! She's just someone to depend on..I give her all my secrets,fears,happiness, anddddd don't forget the hyperness..We joke around,play around,jump around,and a lot of other stoof.
okay back to the point..
She's an amazing person, I couldn't ask for more..but then something horrible i guess happens..And now she hates me...And I'm not freakin' kidding..when she's mad. SHE'S MAD! She'll eat anyone's face off..which..for me..that isn't good..
because everyone loves my face apparently..anyways..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..I don't even know what I did wrong..Am i loosing my memory ?!?!? O.O...Am i like one of those ~monster by night - April by day~ kind of person?
I need heellppppp. I feel like crying when I look at her comments/messages about it..Name calling...harsh words.. IT'S ALL HURTING ME :[. saveee meeee. SOMEONE should come here and kiddnap me, and take me away from all the hate..Well if anyone didn't know, I'm moving to Arkansas this summer..I really don't know if I want to go..I mean like..I have tons of friends here..
but I don't like Texas..Plus I seem to be hated here..So it's a good thing? Oh well..More to come soon >.<.
-April emo






User Comments: [1]
IXI Deadboy IXI
Community Member





Sat Mar 28, 2009 @ 01:28am


Well, you have to understand that you can't make everyone happy, the only thing that matters, is to make who you like happy, people tend to be cold, most of people are this way, but if you got friends that you like, give them your atention, and no one else, or you'll might end up crying, cuz it's impossible to make everyone like you.

And about moving, it's always good to make new friends and start it over again, maybe good things can wait you there, so as bad ones, but you'll have to believe in yourself, and let things happen, 'cuz everything happens for a reason.

So don't be sad, be strong, at least you still got your heart and your emotions, most of people these days don't have anymore.


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