Random pain go insane can you feel what is real. Can you see inside of me? How it bleeds within me. It's not fun but it's only just begun. The rage like rain racing through my veins can't stop this clock that's ticking never ending. Whats the beginning? That's what we need to know and these places were meant to go. Is there more in store of this life? We live stuck like a tree with its roots in the ground, searching for something that will make a sound all around. These voices that give me choices. I need to choose one. Maybe I'll choose this gun, or I'll run. Why am i the one to find the light out of all this fright. I better hold on tight to this life I've been given. I guess I'll have to stop sinning before its to late. I'll lose my place. My face starts to disappear. Why am i here, it's so unclear. The future is just a bird flying to places unheard of. Up in the sky I don't know why it keeps coming back, like an attack on my heart. I knew it would come. Oh my God, I think it's just begun. Here it comes!
-April stare
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