I do not know what is wrong, but I feel I cannot protect me from myself any more.
While drawing men killing other men; men killing themselves.
It is impossible to ignore my violent thoughts.
Maybe it is not me, but there is an attacker triggering my hostile behavior.
Lately, I feel I am being followed.
She wont leave me alone.
I think of her stalking constantly and it haunts my being.
I never feel safe.
not at home; not at school.
She has tainted my home aswell.
Involving my family.
A turned head; her shadow follows.
I contacted a lawyer, but the law cannot save me from the psychological damage caused.
It is killing me to admit this, but an adult has power over me.
I cannot escape her because she lurks the dark open corners filled with hatred.
Save me from the creature that is ruining me.
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