I hate having sex dreams only because most times they are so mundane. Oddly, I have the wacked out sex that people dream of and I have the dreams of vanilla sex that people have everyday. Yes, yes...odd but true. I would like to claim that I have had a hundred plus guys....but I can't. I'm fecking picky as hell. I'd like to claim that I'm like this major league slut ball, but I'm not because....why? I'm fecking picky as hell. Yes, BDSM is my lifestyle as well as being bisexual and the whole multiple partner thing...but yanno.....I like picking the group of people I have sex with. People I have known for a long time, had lunch with, went to WalMart with and then had weird sex in the bathroom....*laughs*.
I sound like such a weirdo...a ***** or deviant or a pervert.... Ok leave out the ***** part and I'll sign the rest. Those are such big labels, from those who fear their own sexual deviance. Those of the christian right wing that would rather have people in fear than love. Lord, don't get me started.
I'm glad that I see people younger than me exploring that aspect of themselves that is off from the norm. Think outside the box, goddammit, the world is wonderful and beautiful and full of things to touch, taste smell and explore!
Ok..I'm off my soapbox now, I just got the box set of LOTR and StarWars...I'm gonna get high, watch my DVDs and say "whoa" alot.
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 l Sunflower l · Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 05:18am · 0 Comments |
