GOD!
First, I lose Josh to drugs, which was not easy and it still ******** hurts. But, when I do find someone to care about, he turns out to be a possessive a*****e from hell that claims so much to change but then PMs anyone I RP with and warns them to keep their hands off. WTF?!?!? I don't "belong" to anyone. I belong to no one but ME...ME dammit. Why can't that be enough....why? I'm not naming names but those who know me know what I'm talking about. Not even a freaking month and it's gone downhill.
Can someone please just shoot me....please? I'm so tired of all this. I'm isolated enough environmentally. But to have someone restrict my creative flow and who I decide to do this with is TOO ******** MUCH.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! Why can't it ever be enough? WHY WHY WHY!?!
I'm done...I think I might leave Gaia now, finally after close to a year of being here. I'm tired of getting the crap end of everything.
 l Sunflower l · Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 07:02pm · 2 Comments |
