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now i know y i am how i am and y u say one thing but do the other it's cuz i will never change and you know that that's y it can't be me and you cuz opposites only attract for a little while not for long time so we weren't meant to be we only got our memories to remember and never forget or we might forget who we are but that's what i hate the most you can move on but i shall love you until i can forget which i will never be able to cuz i love you i can't move on even if i tried i can only find my fake happiness which to everyone else seems real but ur my true happiness no matter what it is allways easy to smile when people don't know but the smiles only last while they look wait y am i doing this i mean i can't stop it's you i mean everywhere that's y i smile i always find something to remind me of you in life just so i won't lose my mind with out you and i hope you don't read this cuz you might cry and then i will hate myself like i did when i made the biggest mistake of my life at winter carnival that dance that i couldn't dance i blame my stupid self for this y can't i stop i just keep typing what i feel it is 12 58 in the morning and i need to wake up at 5 30 so i will leave with a ilyrrmwamh!!!!!!!!!!