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Why must it be this way?
Why is this happening?
Why isn't prayer working?
Who can help?
Why do they care?
Why does he like me?
Why doesn't he like me?
What would happen if my dearest friend died?
What would happen if I did....?
Why can't I just forget things?
Why would I want to forget the good past?
What lys ahead of me in the future?
What is going on in the present?
Why can't I stop thinking about the past?
Who will I turn too?
How would life be if I didn't make that choice?
How would it be if I did make that choice?
What would have happened if I walked away?
What would have happened if I actually listend to my mom?
Why am I so glad I didn't listen to her...?
What if I just bottled everything up and no one but one would know things?
What if I told everyone that's going on?
Why am I holding back on getting baptized?
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Why can't I just stop listening to this song?
Why does it always remind me on just one person?
What would happen if I spoke my mind?
Would it be better than it is now?
Why does everyone run to me?
Why don't I trust myself, but everyone trusts me?
Why doesn't my parents trust me?
Why do I know the answer to the one above?
When I write these kinds of things, why does everyone say "Stay with God Meg..." ?
Don't you believe that I would?
If I acted depressed, would you try to help me?
Or would you just walk away like other people?
If I wore long sleeves all the time, would you be curious?
Is it weird that I only cry out of one eye?
Ever seen me cry?
Lucky if you are.
If I wanted to be alone, would you let me?
Or would you just follow to see what's wrong?
Why?
Is it weird that I'd rather want it raining and cloudy all the time than sunshine?
Why does everyone think it's cold?
What's wrong with wearing black?
Why does everyone want to know everything?
Why do they think of him(s) that way?
Why doesn't he care?
Why does he care?
Why can't people actually listen?
Why don't they use their hearts instead of their brains?
If not heart, but by not minds?
Why do I still miss him?
I know I'm never going to get answers for these...
Why?