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Why don't my parents trust me? Is there something I have done, that I don't even know about? Is is cuz of my grades? Why? Even before David... (not like anything happened with him) I mean, not trusting me. Just my parents.
My friends on the other hand...
Usually I get messages or texts or phone calls saying they need help, or simply just to talk to me to get their mind off of it. They tell me, "Your the firsty person I came too" I ask why...? I get many responces really...
"cuz your easy to talk to"
"cuz your a good friend"
"cuz you've been through more meg..."
"cuz you have goos advice"
"cuz your smart" (<-- yeah.. I was suprized at this one too)
"I can trust you meg..."
Blah blah blah... more than I can really think of.
Is this really true? Do you really think this? Why? Why can you guys see this in me, but my parents can't?
Why can I see different sides of people that are better than people really think? Why don't they show this to other people?
Why do people treat others this way, when they barley know them? Why doesn't that person care? Why does it bugg me when they get picked on, when they don't care? Why don't I care, when people actually care?
Why am I really saying these things?

Don't give me answers... just let me wonder. Let me wonder my own problems. Even though I don't tell you anything anyways.
Thanks for being there. You know who you are. Thanks for helping me. Thanks... for everything.