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Yep, I missed it.

I did NOT go out Sunday, for I was blocked in by my Dad's hippie mobile and by the time he moved it, the 45 minutes out there and the 45 minutes back would've meant I would've had about 30 minutes out there total...

Pooperspaniel.. u_u

So, I've been cranky and irritated since Sunday afternoon. It's good for me, to go out there. I've started smoking less, I've started sleeping better, I feel more productive, more receptive...

It's good for me to go out there solo, or able to be semi-serious, or able to be calm. It's nice to take Sarah along, but she's distracting, for lack of a better word..

I'm going to call it an early-ish night tonite, take a shower, read and make my head shut up early (and THAT helps me, but it's harder to get it to shut up if I don't get out first...), so I can wake up, get dressed and packed tomorrow morning, and take Stephanie and Nettie to school, so I can go out during the weekday, which is extra quiet and nice... (:

I might try to go out there on Thursday night too, at around 5. Get out the blanket and the flash light. Watch the sun set and the moon rise (full moon Thursday). I might also try for Saturday afternoon and next Wednesday during the day...

Odd fact:
My parents got married on the Winter Solstice.
My dad's identical twin got married on the Summer Solstice.

APPARENTLY, by coincidence. surprised
I THINK NOT domokun

On an unrelated note, I don't like the idea of wearing someone else's skin. I never have, I never will. When thousands of other fabrics are at our fingertips today, I just don't see the freakin' need for it.

I'm pretty sure this is tied to the deer heads and animal rugs in some of my relative's houses. Stuffed animals, fur rugs and stuff... They make me sick. I can't stay in a room with that sorta s**t in it. ._. Taxidermy for museums (learning) and mummification (Egyptian style), I have no problem with.

It's the glorified killing of something to make a trophy. Be it a deer head in a den, or a leather jacket... I just don't like them.

You can do whatever the ******** you want in your house and wear whatever the ******** you want, but don't expect me to come over to your house of free will and don't expect me to think your jacket or boots or pants are awesome. neutral

And don't argue with me and try to justify it or I'll yell at you. >_o