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A lot of things were one my mind today or more of yesterday.
Of course I have been looking forward to July the guy I like is supposedly coming to join my swim team this month. I feel prepared and confident in my skill since I have been practicing in the highest lane with my friend Zoey and been able to keep up with some of the faster athletes. Though that doesn't mean I am emotionally ready to see him. Now that I think of it during the last days of school he was a jerk to me. He made it a joke when I asked for him to dance with me at the last dance and he ignored me and my requests at the amusement park and he decided to be a jerk and act disgusted with me when I signed his yearbook. AND on top of all that he was hanging out with this one Molly Mormon type chick the whole time and his other group of Uber Mormon girls. razz Though a little birdie told me he wanted to try to get to know me more and be my friend this summer.
The month of July is going to be busy for me I have camp, family reunions, camping with my family, and hanging out with friends. Oh and don't forget practice three times a week kinda swindles down how much free time I have now.
There have also been a lot of other random things I have been thinking about like school and my classes to things like food. Right now I have been kinda wanting to just stuff my face full of food though there hasn't been any real chances I guess you could say. I mean its like I feel like going to a buffet or having a huge meal. When my sport is in season I remember our team would have a party before every meet where they would serve a noodle dinner with things like rolls, salad, juice, cupcakes, and whatever else since every time we got together there was something unique/different there. Than afterwords I would arrive home to a home cooked meal waiting for me and with practice everyday and tons of meets I couldn't ever refuse a meal I was always hungry and always full. KYA!!! It was so great.
Hmm... so many things to think about I guess its good I am not always thinking about the guy I like so much anymore and more of things I enjoy. I just hope when it comes to practice I can stop having my mind wander and stay focused.