Ok. So, last night, Gakupo told me that he was sorry and that he loves me and needs me. Yeah, I still kinda like him. Who wouldn't like someone just a day after a breakup? But, I'm sticking with my Kaito...He treats me a lot better. He may not be online as often, but, he cares...A lot. He gives me lots of attention when he is on and that makes up for when he's not. We understand eachother...Which is one of the most important things. Gakupo kept secrets from me...Lots of them. I hardly knew him. He knew a lot more about me then I did about him. He would ignore me...Yeah. He'd IGNORE me. He wouldn't reply to over half of my comments and PMs and it hurt. I don't know his real name, I don't know many of his real life friends... But, now, with Kaito...I know his real name. I know a lot about him. I'm sure it's not everything just yet. But, that will come later. I know his real life friends here on Gaia and I talk with them all the time. He trusts me and I trust him. We have so much in common and he's willing to take it slow with me. If he goes over the top even a little, and I tell him, he'll stop and back off a bit. Kaito and I are both attention deprived and we can give eachother the attention we need. I'm a very...VERY clingy person and he doesn't mind it one bit. I'm happy with Kaito...
Kaito, if you're reading this...I love you. I don't know how many times I have to say it for it to be permanent to you. But, I'll say it as many times as it takes to make it that way. I love you, Kaito and I never want to lose you. You're everything to me...You make me feel special and loved and...I know this is corny (Haha...Your line.) but...I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know you'll treat me good for always and I'll treat you good as well. I'll never betray your trust, I will not keep any secrets from you, I will not lie to you...I promise you all of this. <3 I love you so much..
lxlMiss Undertakerlxl · Wed Jul 15, 2009 @ 10:14pm · 0 Comments |