I see you all around me. Above me and beside me. I reach out my hand and find you're not really there. Makes me wonder if you'd really care... Then I see you with him, smiling and laughing. Seeing you like that makes me happy... Yet dead on the inside. He took your smiles, your laughter, your happiness from me. He took you. I'm left here, not knowing what to do... Should I wait for you? Or should I move on? I miss you..I really do. Even though we talk, I still miss you with me. The happy feeling I get when you're beside me. The feeling I get when I'm loved by you. I look up to the sky and think, "Why did I have to do this?" before I tilt my head back down and cry. My friends say he's not worth it... I'm still friends with the person who broke us apart... Why? Maybe I still don't trust him... But yet, I love him with all my heart and I wish he was still mine. I wish him happiness in his shortened life and I will continue to look after him, myself. Does he still love me too? Does he still want to be with me? I doubt he does...But, I'm ready to wait my whole life for him. I love him.
~I wrote this in the perspective of one of my ex boyfriends (you know who you are). I hope I captured his feelings right and that I understand how he feels...~
lxlMiss Undertakerlxl · Fri Jul 17, 2009 @ 10:59pm · 0 Comments |