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meh this stupid feeling of jealousy sucks...it gets in the way of me trying to like people and living. and when i like some one it interferes with me and liking them and them getting either upset, mad, or feeling bad because of it. i'm annoyed with my self about it. but i also like this girl a whole lot (moon my #2 friend) and ive tried asking her out like 3 times now (i think) and the 1st 2 answers were understandable and i guess the 3rd one was to....idk i just get fusterated coz i dont want to be put in the friend zone. (i have a thread about that. ill try to post it on here).

i also hate how dairy queen is full of bull s**t. yeah a good ice cream store full of bull s**t. weird aint it? we have a lazy a** mother ******** black cook with his girl friend (who is also black) and they are so ******** lazy and do all sorts of s**t they should do some where else other then work. and she demands him to come to her when we are busy with orders or anything. and its annoying. along side the fact that i have to work with alot of people i dont like i only like 2 out of 4 of my managers (3 femal 1 male) and pam (old hag one of them i dont like) is a b***h she makes me do things that no ONE has ever done.... and then she will make me do it and go into the office and shits on her fat a** gets on the computer for like 2 hours and then decides to mess with me some more...so i get annoyed once again -_-... along side that i dont work day shift any more (thank god) there are 2 other managers (the actual owners of the store) i dont really like tana (old fat b***h as well) and clayole(idk how to spell his name) tana doesnt let us eat at least 1 meal and doesnt give all her employees a ******** break even after seeing some person that comes in the same time i do they get a break but when it comes to me i never get a frickin break. so that kinda pisses me off. the clayole is kinda cool but irritates me, not much 2 be said about him coz i hardly worked with him, but he does make me use the proper way of stuff instead of what ever one else does nd such.

thats all i can think of for now.

also here is that thread about the friend zone.

http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=16288077

by the way i dont care much for spelling