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I was watching one of my zim videos on youtube a while ago and thought, "Man.. I had made so many great AMVs and was so popular on youtube.. that feeling of people commenting and saying 'great job' just made my life ten times less horrible. It made me feel great and the feeling of my accounts getting taken off were awful and I cried about it but when I kept on making more accounts and still doing it, I felt like I was meant for something. Nowadays... I can't make them anymore and it sucks so bad and I just want to pour my heart out the next time I have the chance to make an AMV again, make em the best I can like always. One day, when I got an honor on one of them on youtube, I felt so happy and I was having a terrible day. Now I can no longer have those feelings. Its just a pain in my heart that goes off whenever I watch an AMV thinking, I would've done this differently or this is way off, stuff like that. UltimateZIMExpert is my 26th account on youtube so far and when I make AMVs again, I will keep going if I have to no matter what!!"
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Go forth, Chibi Asbel!
