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I always wanted to live in a drama, well here's my wish come true.
Only I get cast as a cold hearted b***h. I guess it makes sense, I live too much in my fantasy world to realize this isn't one.

My oldest brother is in the hospital for depression.
I don't know how he got in there, if he snapped or something, all I know is he's there, and I probably won't see him for a while.

But why don't I feel anything? I feel like I should be upset, crying or something, but I'm not. Why is that?

My siblings just talk about it like it were just a piece of juicy gossip, like it doesn't affect their lives at all. I thought they were better than that. It's times like these that make me really hate people...

Eternally Pissed,
Abbi