....I can't read them any more.
I'm officially wimping out
Whenever i read it i want to get on the next plane to see you
I want to hold you close and make it silent
sitting here, reading your words of pain
and not being able to do anything
is killing me slowly
To see one of the few people i actually care about in this much pain
it hurts
my heart is breaking
and my words won't help
You cant do anything through a computer
My typings are meaningless
There are things that you can only do face to face
and comforting is one of them
I want, so badly, to ease your pain
but i am utterly useless
i am more of a failure than you claim yourself to be
that is why, this is my apology to you
for never being there
for being such a sham
you're one of my most treasured people
i dont just cry for anyone...
I'm sorry....
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Abbi's Black Book
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I need to see a therapist.
You can't fix everything.
And things you can't fix you shouldn't tear yourself apart for.
Because I don't want you being in pain over my pain anymore
u__u