Deliberately turned the fan on for the first time since ☠
Your four month anniversary, in three days no less. Seems like it's been longer. Why do they say, "time flies when you're having fun", "time's unnoticeable when you're fulfilling your life's purpose"? Am I to understand that I'm allowed to do "nothing".
Sounds stupid now that I say it: THEY are the only ones that consider it "nothing". Why wouldn't they? I'm not complying to the rules of their imaginary game. I pissed them off. Yet, I find this very valuable knowledge and liberating; I wouldn't waste my 'time' otherwise.
Funny.. I wonder if I would've found or realized this information if you had not been sacrificed. I promise I'll find a way to right this wrong if I can, unless I find out that things unfolded as they should. Just know, that I'm proud of you; I see a lot of myself in you and wish to learn and develop as you did.
I can only hope your death affected all of your fans (and non-fans) into questioning the validity of their reality.
Your four month anniversary, in three days no less. Seems like it's been longer. Why do they say, "time flies when you're having fun", "time's unnoticeable when you're fulfilling your life's purpose"? Am I to understand that I'm allowed to do "nothing".
Sounds stupid now that I say it: THEY are the only ones that consider it "nothing". Why wouldn't they? I'm not complying to the rules of their imaginary game. I pissed them off. Yet, I find this very valuable knowledge and liberating; I wouldn't waste my 'time' otherwise.
Funny.. I wonder if I would've found or realized this information if you had not been sacrificed. I promise I'll find a way to right this wrong if I can, unless I find out that things unfolded as they should. Just know, that I'm proud of you; I see a lot of myself in you and wish to learn and develop as you did.
I can only hope your death affected all of your fans (and non-fans) into questioning the validity of their reality.
