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i don't know.
i'm just sick of being here.
i know i said i wouldn't but sometimes
i wish i would have never made that promise to her.
maybe this is happening because i've hurt so many.
i can hardly remember the last time i've felt this bad.
i wish i had someone i could just crawl up next to and actually cry on.
friends are grand but sometimes you just need someone to love.
i guess i'll never know how that really feels.
i never give it a chance.
i always need reasons.
i guess i need to be loved. and a best friend can't really do that.
my affection belongs to anything that doesn't breathe because i know
it'll never hurt me.
stressed i'm so pathetic. stressed
right now. Secondhand serenade is all i can take.
it's like he knows. why is it that music is my only comfort sometimes?