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Lately ive been feeling like the 3rd wheel. I dont know why. Its just all of my close friends seem to be dating and im the only single one. I know im not but im mostly around the 3 couples and not my other single friends. I really wish i had a boyfriend. Someone who makes me laugh. I love to laugh and smile. He has to be really nice and not a jerk that calls me prude just because i havent had my first kiss yet. (So what if i want my first kiss to be special!!) And he cant be bothered by my intrests. (Drawing, writting, anime, video games ect.) I have the most amazing scene that rolls through my mind. Im at the arcade (in a movie theatre, mall w/e) playing Time Crisis 3 and i guy comes up to me and asks if he can join me in the game (its a 2player shooting game for those of you who havent played it.) And from there we hit it off!! wink but thats just my imagination. And in truth i really dont think i want to meet someone that way! sweatdrop just an idea that popped into my head.

But like i said i really want my first kiss to be special and i really want to meet a nice guy who understands me and doesnt mind what i like/think/do. I dont want to become something im not just to please someone. I want to be who i am...but i dont even know who i am right now! I'm confused about the whole teenage/high school role. But i figure i still have 2 1/2 more years of High school. I'll find out who i really am in that time. For now who better to be then myself!

Well thats all for my journal entry. Something a little out there but hey I'M a little out there! 4laugh (Just like my horoscope in Kaiba-kun's journal!) Oh and the song is by Michelle Branch. My favorite song from her! Well ciao.