- I finally know how you feel.
And you can't believe how sorry I am for making you feel left out of everything.
I feel like Fox and AA are too busy with other rp's, and I don't want to bother them about it. I understand how you felt about 5cm/sec now. It really does hurt to think that they've all left you and that you're all alone in the old OOC now.
I miss those nights, when you, me, Fox, and AA would chat for hours and just have so much fun. I would trade anything to have those nights back. They were tiring, but so much fun... Everything's just not the same anymore with out you.
I wish the OOC would come back to life, but that's probably never gonna happen. It makes me sad to think that Crimes might die soon. I wish you were still role playing, and I wish that I realize we were both lonely sooner, then we could have been lonely together. I really do miss you Dark, and I can't apologize enough.
I know how lonely I made you feel now. I guess this is just what I deserve, huh? The long hours infront of the computer screen, seeing them online but not having the guts to say anything to them for fear if I'm being a nuciance...
I really just wish I got the guts to PM you so many times... I was always under the impression that you hated me, but now that I look back at it, I think that you and me were actually almost the closest...
Which makes me even sadder.
Well, I love you Dark, and I hope that I get to talk to you again soon.
- With all my love,
- Paranoid Doll
