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God, this sucks. I would like to have some.
Now, I really want some fiction on "Performance". I want a hot steamy Chas/Turner fic filled with weird drugs, trips and awesome plot lines. I would like a random Pherber and Lucy to show up and have Lucy and Pherber to get it on too. I need it. I probably won't find any all that easily, nor will I be able to find it just lying about. I just wish that I am able to find someone who would be willing to write some of the stuff that I'm able to think of. Even all of the weird demented s**t that I come up with. Even if other people find it nasty, I find hit.
I don't think I know enough of "Performance" to write a fic on it. I mean, I want Chas to be under the influence of the drugs that Pherber gave him and he just so heard Pherber say something like "If only you and Turner did something" and he just so happens to go on his way and find Turner and do something. I just would like either a PWP or a plot in it. It doesn't matter, as long as I get some hot man lovin' and it's well depicted. want angst, pretty drug trips, slight overdoses, mind games and all of that awesomeness that makes up that movie. Since I actually haven't seen it much, I have a feeling that I wouldn't be able to fit into their behaviors. I think I could try at it. I would put a lot of angst in it without even trying to.
Now, someone better not decide to put it in modern times, like '09 or so. Something that I don't need is Pherber getting into it. I want her to get it with Lucy. I need to have the ladies involved. I always seem to neglect the ladies. It makes me look a little sexist against woman, it's just that I have very little to no use for them. So, I ended up developing a love for Anita Pallenburg/Marianne Faithful. I do like that pairing. I need to have the ladies more involved. I'm thinking about looking up femslash. Although I'm not involved a lot in it, I'm still willing to check it out.
Now, what I would like to aim for is a long 5,000+ worded thing. Hey, I might like the one-shots BUT I love lengthy stories. I really like the lengthy ones the most. I have more attention and I am at least busy for a while. I'm a fast reader and I can get through a lot of small 1,000 worded ones quite fast. Then, I'm left with nothing to do. Then, I go go insane because of the lack of fan-fiction. I just wished the FF.net didn't get rid of their RPS section.
Currently listening to "Wild Horses" by The Rolling Stones, live at Knebworth in '76.
