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Ms Asthanasakos is very.. Idk personally I kinda have been hatin her. Not jsut because of the bunch of work we get but the fact sometimes she thinks jsut TOO much of us! I mean we are jsut kids!!!! Well teens, we can't add a LITTLE fun into our lessons?

Ever notice how grown up jokes r so different from our jokes... They laugh and we fake laugh, it's like you HAVE to laugh or they'll like IDK explode? Idk

Seriously I'm kind of shaky lately, Idk y... It aint cuz of "him" aaaand i dont think its my family ethieeer. I've been thinknig of high school a lot how BADLY I want to go to telecommunication! It's not a specialized high skool but it's wut I RLLY wanna go to. It's not bad at all, nor does it look like it has as much work as the other skools. I promised myself Id work hard this year but it's kinda all shaky to me still. Doing homework as a normal thing idk how ppl do it!!!!

I used to do h.w everyday in elementary and id actually like it now... idk wut happened... ever since the beginning of middle skool ughhhh... I gotta change in high skool I gotta start showing potential. I want to be a writer, that aint gonig to happen if I'm the quiet shyt im being. I needa rise up to what I can do.... Or at least try.. cuz if I dont idk where ill end up...

Next year i'm getting a job... (wooooo) i have no idea where tho... maybe a fast food place... afterall its not like my life jobs.. I hope i get into colledge and just.. wow im thinknig of the future im usually hatin ppl like that.

I needa take a break from thinknig :T I cant wait till Christmas Break WOO Then Ill get to talk to James alot more ^.^ Im buying him a Christmas gift.. It;s almost bene a year together with him... hehe ^.^ I am happy about that, like really happy. Next year imma start saving.. for a plane trip to him... I won't spend anything....

One thing im positive about is that when I'm 18 im getting the fawk out of my house. I'm not staying here, No no.. HA no....
Not for a million dollars...
Not for anything...
Unless It's James....

Anyway I got that shyt off my chest (woo im on gaia again) I love my avi razz shes so pwetty XD lol Bye pplz razz