it seamed as if, well how can i say this.....i have been enclosed in my own mind.... and that i am really failing to do what is in my right to do....enjoy life cry .... i am not changing my personality without a fight damn it domokun .... i might have thoughts and ideas that are on hold and worry me...but i am not going to make quotes like this "your just a nice, peacful person...you have a calm arua around you" (Mr. hong) be wrong and in vain,and i do not want to be cold hearted crying (REALLY DON"T WANT TO BE THAT WAY), i have been and thats just not me....*looks at what he has already wrote* well sweatdrop if i do change i know one thing thats never going to change..well easyily and thats my horrible spelling xd but *sighs* i have said something like this in margarets journal entry and i will repeat one thing from it (not the same words of course but idea) i am going to try harder, but no one should trust just words...i will try in my actions (if i do fail to do this remind me of this journal entry or just ******** with me into i get annoyed and tell me i told you to do it...that way you get to mess with me for free and i am reminded ^_^
but i have to go..alas i need to clean this messy as hell house and start making dinner for McKay
so i say farwell and that i hope that you try to change to a free, fun loving soul as one should be, as i am trying to do (oh but don't forget ones responsiblity) cool
Affliction of the mind · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 08:40pm · 0 Comments |