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Wow, Not many people stay up all night the day before school starts again because their excited. Exspecially once they hit grade nine, well I'm weird, I'm different, and I can be a b***h... But I'm proud of it!Yes you heard right, I didn't sleep a wink last night. Acually that's a lie. I fell asleep at about 6:30 and woke up a half hour latter to get ready.
I guess I should tell the truth here, huh? Well it wasn't exactly school I was looking forward to, though I do like school, it was seeing Ningaman1h6 after 2 weeks of vacation. I would of called him but he had said he was going away for the holidays and I never thought to ask when he'd be back. And he never called me so we didn't really talk. We sent each other one e-mail, that was it xp ...
Oh well. I was so happy to see him today I almost couldn't breath. I know it sounds corny but it's true. Love... even puppy love... is corny. Extremely corny.
Then xXxKnightAngelxXx came to me for advice about CommandoFanatic, I don't know how I can help really. Ningaman1h6 is technically my first boyfriend (the other two didn't count as it was only for bragging rights), so it's not like I really have experience or anything. But when my friends need someone to talk to, I'll listen. If they need advice, I'll give the best I can. But if everyone comes to me when they need help, then who do I go too?
I've thought about going to Ningaman1h6 to whine to, he would know that I just need to whine to someone... wouldn't he? Would he think I was just being a b***h? I'll have to talk to him tomorow, maybe I'll tell him my problems, but it's not like he'll be able to make them go away or anything, and I don't expect him to. But maybe talking to someone will help a little. And I'm not saying anything on a public entry cause everyone might hear (not that I've gotten any posts!!!), including the friends who I really don't want to have to explain to. It's stressful trying to help xXxKnightAngelxXx solve her problems, and worrying that about her being unhappy, and worrying about CommandoFanatic being unhappy, and worrying about any of my friends being unhappy.
I feel better to think about the promise xXxKnightAngelxXx, KraftDinner101, and I made.
Always to believe each other over whoever we are dating at any given time.
To tell each other the truth about what we think of that person that they're dating, even if it may break our hearts to hear it.
And to think of each other above and beyond that person we're dating at said time.
To tell each other the truth about what we think of that person that they're dating, even if it may break our hearts to hear it.
And to think of each other above and beyond that person we're dating at said time.
I take pride that I was a part of that promise. And I may have added fancier words to it to make it sound prettier on paper, it means the exact same thing to each of us.
I almost hope that people read this, and by people I mean people I know.
Good-Night,
Tseralie
