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right...
I want to be heard and I want to be understood. But nobody cares enough to listen. Nobody wants to understand me, nobody tries to. I'm sure that that is normal. I'm tired of talking, of feeling this ridiculous need to be heard. Normal people are satisfied with just having people pretend to know them, pretend to care, pretend to listen. I know that I would annoy the crap out of me. I'm tired of saying the wrong thing simply because I can't shut my mouth. I don't know what I'm saying or what I'm trying to say, which I guess is really the problem here isn't it. Human beings have to have been some cosmic mistake because even the most sadistic b*****d would not purposefully put a bunch of beings together so that they could misunderstand each other and hurt each other, and be born with this need to bond with others, yet be incapable.
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