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I am not happy I do not feel good. I'm sad and depressed and horny. I mean I decided that sex shouldn't be a part of my relationships at all until I am a little bit older. However, it somehow makes it better even as its making the need to have sex worse, to be up close and personal with a guy. God I don't know what I'm doing. I'm sad about my future, I'm sad about my present I want to have fun, I want to meet new people that don't suck. I love my current friends but when I say people I mean people with p***s's.