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I think its about time I stop trying, because everytime I do it seems like I do something wrong to ruin it.
I am talking about dating, I think its about time I just stay single until I can figure out what I want to do with my life, grow up and stop acting like a child, playing games, and just staying in the state of mind that im in right now.

Its not working for me, and its bad for the rest of my family, and any other people I come into contact with.
so im thinking staying single is what I need to do for a while.
It feels like the right decision at the moment, and it seems the mature thing at this point in time, probably my first mature decision in a long time.

So, for now im single until I can grow up, whenever that may be, or I find a person that doesnt care that I am the way I am.

Whichever comes first.