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Ok here we go.

Things didnt start out so well this past week and a half ago.

First thing is my mother recently found my stepfather passed away, in her bed, she, found him, not me, I didnt find him, she did, and thats what makes it worse then it should have been.

I wish I could have been the one to find him, not the other way around, and I would have done anything to turn that into a reality.
But that is not the case, and I cant turn back time, as hard as I have tried in the past.

The second thing, apparently, the cops think it was a suspicious death and are now investigating it as a homicide, but at the same time, they dont know yet, so it hasnt been turned into a homicide yet.

I dont care if it was or wasnt, I just want to know what happened, so we can all be at peace in this whole thing, even though I dont know if thats even possible.

But a good thing did happen, the people they think might have killed him, are now in custody, and being questioned, which is a thing that puts my mind at some form of ease.

Now, for all who know me, yes, I hated my step dad, but at the same time, I didnt want him dead, I wouldnt wish that on anyone, especially if he was murdered, no one deserves that.

Anyway, if I can think of anything else to say, ill post it, but for now, this is it.