I just went to school to get the exit form...
not gonna do year 3 of my study (MWD)
i take a break...
don't even know what i'm gonna do next year.
i'll just quit for now. how can i help clients if i can't help myself?
third year i should do internship and get my own clients.
but i cant. emotionally, i'm a mess.
so i quit, exit school... what to do next year?
I don't have the monney to keep my own rent-room
(which the government pays for me now, since i study)
but if i don't study anymore, they wont give me the supplementary monney for the room anymore.
so where will i go?
i dont wanna go back to my parents...
and what to do with all my stuff here? where can i put it?
i'm a mess
and i'm in the busyest time ever.
i have to study hard to make the final tests of this school year
which i HAVE to finish. else i'll be in big trouble.
so gtg now...
ill update =)
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Update:
I got out of that school!! Perfectly finished all my tests, nice grades, got my credits; all 120 EC (2 years worth of studying).
And.. then I rented my room to someone else while living in @ my work..
I did volunteer work for 1 year, so rented my room away for 1 year.
Now, i have returned to my own room, same roommateys but doing a totally different study, --> life sciences!!
All that was negative beofore has turned positive; i totally found my place here at this school, its really interesting and i've started to enjoy life again! smile
Conclusion:
If u feel depressed about your life; just change the way you live, quit doing what you dislike, take a deep breath (time of rest) and start something new!!
No matter what, you can allways start over!
(agreed, first it feels like a faillure, but really, you have to move on!)
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