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I wanna know what people think, or lack thereof.

Yeah.

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Wednesday:

About five minutes after I got home there was a horrendous car crash right outside my house. The sound of the crash was so loud and so strong that I actually felt the sound waves. This wasn't your normal "screech, then boom" it was more of a "screech for five seconds, then a twisting and breaking of metal for another five". It didn't phase me since these things happen all the time around here, but then I heard someone say that there was a schoolbus involved. That scared me. D: Little innocent children in a car accident? Thankfully that person was wrong, otherwise I would have cried.

...Like, seriously. D: Poor little children cut off so young is not fair.

Thursday:

Just got off work about 30 minutes ago. It was interesting considering that I was let down in quite possibly the most nicest way ever.

Yeah. It was pleasant.

A co-worker of mine com-lined the person that everyone thinks I like/or likes me and asked him why he hasn't asked me out of a date yet.

To make a long story short, he just said that he is not willing to just go out on a date with me, and is not ready for a girlfriend since Tina is girlfriend material, not fling material.

...I'm girlfriend material. ;_; It flattered me.

I think he let me down, or is too shy/or not ready to actually go out on a date with me. But foolish thinking leads to a broken heart. I'm flattered at the idea that he thinks I am girlfriend material. Hell, he couldn't look up at me the entire night.

That or my eyes are playing tricks on me.

Probably.

But whatever.

Its cute in a way.

Its also nice that my co-workers appear to actually give a damn about my nonexistant lovelife for some godawful reason. They must be bored. XD

I'm still flattered. D: