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Well here I am again typing for no reason. Then again there are many pointless things I do in my life. Well anyway it seems im in a bit of a bind you see. My aspirations to join the military increase due to my fighting nature but there is only one thing that holds me back. Well not really a thing but a someone. You see there is someone I love dearly and I know for a fact that joining the service will jeopardize this relationship with her. Its a known fact that most men who have girlfriends and join the military will lose their girlfirend within a year of service in the military if not that she will cheat on you constantly and will inevitably leave the person. Knowing this I will not join the service so long she and I remain together. But I have had a sense of wavering in our relationship. Not major but minor that I will inquisit to find the answer. This sounds messed up seeing how I leave a big choice in my life in someones hands but hey lets see what fate throws at me. Besides I am prepared If I were to lose here I go on no biggie this means it was not meant to be and now I am free to move on and live and die the way I choose, which is in battle, I care not for future relationships being how its hard to find a trustworthy companion. Being a loner, I am used to living on my own and I will probably continue to do so.

[12MAR2006](Inquisitor Torres){One Person,Fate}