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Aren't they supposed to support you? Aren't they supposed to love you unconditionally and make things seem better? Then why the ******** is mine such a fail? What did I do wrong to deserve this s**t?

Not only does he call me an idiot and yell at me and say I know nothing whenever I'm trying to explain something to him. Not only does he call me useless. Not only does he yell at me to get a job when all he does is sit on his a**. Not only does he call me fat because I don't starve myself.

He has the gall to tell me I look fatter with short hair. This was brought up by a picture of my girlfriend, who just got her hair cut in an A-line. I thought it was adorable. He shook his head and said "bigger girls shouldn't have short hair. it makes them rounder." Excuse me? this is the first time she's had her hair like this that I've known. I've had my hair short for a LONG time. He's saying I look fatter.

Here's the thing though: I think I look fatter with long hair. I HATE having long hair. it's a hassle to take care of and its not easy to cosplay with. I knew he hated short hair on girls, but I didn't know he was calling me fatter everything I came home with short hair.

I ******** hate him.