Dear Haiku,
Too much time has passed hasn't it, old friend? I feel the wind of change moving my soul into a new direction. A new air, a new light, a new atmosphere has formed, and in me... a metamorphosis has begun inside of me. When I was young, I had no direction, and as the days turned to months, months into years... I thought I knew what it was I wanted. I thought I would know love when I felt it. I thought I would know a friend when I met one. I guess that innocence has caused me a lot of heartache and a naive perspective. So I was wrong.
I would never tell someone that I was perfect. Nor would I expect perfection from others. This world I thought I knew, has become much more chaotic, and complex than I ever would imagine. Life was once so simple....but wouldn't that be a contradictory? Life is never simple. One small event can change a person's life forever, and with it a new path and direction emerges to the surface. If one doesn't expect change to come, they are often blindsided and left confused. Not having any direction or guidance. Lost in the wake of their own unknowing.
Life can be unforgiving... and surprisingly kind. I see all of this now. I see a lot of things a lot more clearly. As the sands of time continue to churn in the hourglass of mortality.... the winds of change call out to me.... telling me to continue to move forward... and not look back. Bury the tears and sins of regret in the past... and cling to a beautiful future. Until next entry.. this is adieu.
Sincerely
Aoi Utsuki
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