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Hey guys, I'm not the happiest bee in the hive right now. -.- Anyway. This is more like my whole week, but really it feels like this one large day.
Last Friday, I got asked to homecoming, by a guy who I know likes me, not being bigheaded. And it took a while, but he asked me. And the thing is. I don't want to go with him! I super uber duper don't, Not even a little! I just said yes, because one his my friend and the other was cause I didn't want to be mean. Cause he got up all the nerve and I needed a date anyway. But I don't want to go, his also super awkward. He doesn't talk to me, and he just stands there and waits, waits for me to talk or start the convo and frankly. I don't want to, you had the balls to ask me to homecoming, now have the balls to talk to me after, I won't bite you. So thats one thing that has been bothering me.
OH! and then, another thing is we have marching band in the early morning, and its freakin cold so, I got chapped lips, and a cold. So that really sucks! UGH! Then this kid Chris is in my bio, and I have probably only talked to him for like 6 days, not even in a row, more like everytime we're by eachother thing.
We were eating and I saw him looking for a seat, so I offered to let him sit on our table, and he asked Diane in bad if I was single. She didn't know why so she goes yes, shes single. WHY?! You like her? And she was kidding and just being a tease. He goes ya, I do. I really like her. And then he asked her an aray of questions. Telling me his a creep, and so on. And its just so creepy. So he asked me out at lunch and I said no. Cause ewww >< creepy!
So thats two boys who like me. Its so awkward to know when someone really likes you and you know its just plain awkward.
And I haven't had any sleep major bags here! I dont wanna look old. Mehhhhhh D: I'm so upset, I mean I don't want to be at school, or around any person, its like being by someone either, depresses me, or just pisses me off. And I don't want to push them away its just. UGH!!!
Hey Hey here comes the day, Homecoming just go away -.-
OH! and I was in PE today and since second week of marching band, my ankles have been messed up. And today while I was dressing out, I stepped down out of my pants and my ankle sent tremers up my leg and it hurt. So I finsihed dressing and I went out there, a little peeved my friends just left me. So we had to go jog back and stuff, and I basically ran, just cause I was frustrated with life. and I fell on it. It hurt so bad. But I could walk. And so he aloud me to play, but if it swelled or hurt to much I could ice it, and I got a homerun sweet ya, but it still hurts alot. I don't guys, this is getting to stressful. Plus, I bombed showchoir tryouts well my mind I did....