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Why am I such an idiot? WHy am I so damn useless to my ******** brother and her? Why do I always feel forsaken? Especially by them. I feel lost and left again. Still feel the loss of that one, lately feeling worry for the other. Well at least I have that hole in my mind. That little bitty hole that I squeeze into so the world goes black and I can stop caring about everything. i hope I don't get stuck in there though. I might not actually be need, or wanted for that matter, but I'm going to figure out how to help them