Umm I've fallen into that stupid rut again...I'm scared. The difference is I feel like this time I have no one to talk too, no one is listening, and those who are....just want to know what's going on.
I feel so alone, no one...no one makes me feel better.
I celebrated my birthday tonight with my sister, her boy friend and my friend. I didn't have a good time...
I felt like we weren't there for me....I felt like my friend wanted to be talking to my sister more. And no one wanted to be there for me. If I go somewhere I want everyone to want to be there. I feel like crying cause I'm so upset over this....s**t.
And Diane, she doesn't even listen and if she is she sucks at making me feel better. I'm so upset, and conflicted right now!
God just....strike me.
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