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Its gotten tough to stomach the work situations. I see time and time again that standing still definitely isn't bringing any good faith to my work ethic. It's only causing me to become much more jaded. Trying hard and being hard working is supposed to be a good trait, isn't it? More often than not, being told that trying hard makes you a "tryhard" kind of seems silly. It's nothing I'll ever understand, until I assume it can only be the ideals of those who fail to live up to their own attempts, and thus feel cheap, and cheapen others.

Work is getting reckless. After two weeks of leaving a post for employees to sign up to work for Christmas Eve or Christmas Day, they post the schedules up and the results are in. Most people who've signed in on my shifts, aren't put forth on the days, but yours truly, who hasn't even signed in, but did make a mention of wanting extra hours. (A month or 2 ago.) Treated to the Christmas weekend being eaten alive. The only ones getting bonuses for working are those who work on Christmas Day. Nevermind the overnight shift im pulling into Christmas Eve, going home to rest, and then waking up to come back that night to work 6 to midnight! Ugh! Totally an annoyance to get around on that day, thank you. -_-

So I'm a little peeved, but the holidays are around the corner, and the realizations are coming to me more and more. I love you all! Thanks a lot! I'm a lot more smiley for the simplest of reasons. My wonderful friends. They're often in my mind quite a bit, but all of them in for different reasons. Though I can safely say sometimes it's a common reason! All for the next topic I believe!