2015 is so close. i really hope it's a good year
cause i mean, 2013 was ok. bad at times, good at times.
but everyone at the end of 2013 was like '2014's gonna be so good i can feel it'
and it was just terrible tbh.
in 2014,
i started to audition for acting jobs but got shoved out because of how clique-ish the industry is
i fell in love with someone and i thought i found the one and then they left (it's been four or five months since they left and it still hurts a lil ngl)
my mom got cancer
my mom's cancer spread
i wasted my summer
i lost a lot of friends
i had suicidal thoughts
i fell behind in school and got so stressed because of it
my dad got on his way to having cancer
an acquaintance died
my uncles tried to kill one another
my great-grandfather disappeared off the face of the earth
an ex messaged me wanting to talk and be friends again, but they left too
an old friend returned, wanting to talk and be friends again, but they left
i found out the medicine i've been needing for 5 years to fix me doesn't even work because it's too late for me
and more...
it's just been terrible
i hope 2015 is good
i've barely survived 2014
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