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I just got my yellow belt in karate, I thought it was going to be a good day, but again this is wht happen's when I lie to my self, The carter (little thing that has diffent stuff we've done in it...) I forgot how, to to it, they had pity on me and let me do it again, by the time I got up again I had painfull tear's running down my cheeks, I did it right got my belt and ran to the car, I was so embarest... I mean Even the 3 year old's that go there got theres on the first try... It run's in my gene's though, my father's a loser and I take after him... I've made my dision of the equal extage thing... It dosn't exsist, or mabe in life cycle's. I wish I had more of a life more confedence... I guess that's why I blindly help people, even if they've been rude or selfish... hopefully My life get's better when I move on, I'm saven so I'm going to get some thing to eat.........

I'll be on later... Bye...