I just need a new journal to get rid of that drunken mess. :v
Man my mood has been a roller coaster now that it's been October. I've been really depressed because I got fired from my favorite job as a monster for Scarowinds Halloween Haunt..It would have been five years I've worked there. The last three I had a lot of fun as the Bush Monster on Scare Force (the one that followed Bubbles the Clown. S/o to him, he's been my best partner and buddy! Dude's like the brother I wish I had.) and it's like, I didn't get fired because I did something bad at work. Nah, it's super embarrassing to talk about but I got fired last year because I failed my drug test, even though I never smoked at all during the season and quit before the season started..but it lasted longer in my system than I thought..so I got canned. And it really ******** me up mentally..But I'm so blessed to have the friends I do..I was so scared they'd all judge and hate me for how I got fired..but I was so relieved that they were behind me...
Even now it's really bitter sweet to visit them all during park hours (I don't get to see them in the off season really..A lot of them live far away) And it was great seeing them and getting to hug them..It almost makes me cry when they tell me how much they miss me..I miss them too..My fingers are tightly crossed that I can come back next year..
Friday night I almost burst into tears when my partner Bubbles called out Bushy-Bush (my nick name) and made the motion he use to make when he wanted me to get in front of him when i was trailing behind..I laughed it off but damn it made me want to cry because i miss it all so much..
well s**t instead of a drunk post I made a some what sad post. Boo..Boo on me c'mob :v
Well at least maybe I can see em one more time tomorrow..I won't be able to see them off on the last night next week :<
Man my mood has been a roller coaster now that it's been October. I've been really depressed because I got fired from my favorite job as a monster for Scarowinds Halloween Haunt..It would have been five years I've worked there. The last three I had a lot of fun as the Bush Monster on Scare Force (the one that followed Bubbles the Clown. S/o to him, he's been my best partner and buddy! Dude's like the brother I wish I had.) and it's like, I didn't get fired because I did something bad at work. Nah, it's super embarrassing to talk about but I got fired last year because I failed my drug test, even though I never smoked at all during the season and quit before the season started..but it lasted longer in my system than I thought..so I got canned. And it really ******** me up mentally..But I'm so blessed to have the friends I do..I was so scared they'd all judge and hate me for how I got fired..but I was so relieved that they were behind me...
Even now it's really bitter sweet to visit them all during park hours (I don't get to see them in the off season really..A lot of them live far away) And it was great seeing them and getting to hug them..It almost makes me cry when they tell me how much they miss me..I miss them too..My fingers are tightly crossed that I can come back next year..
Friday night I almost burst into tears when my partner Bubbles called out Bushy-Bush (my nick name) and made the motion he use to make when he wanted me to get in front of him when i was trailing behind..I laughed it off but damn it made me want to cry because i miss it all so much..
well s**t instead of a drunk post I made a some what sad post. Boo..Boo on me c'mob :v
Well at least maybe I can see em one more time tomorrow..I won't be able to see them off on the last night next week :<
10/25/15 5:26AM
