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I don't know anymore... Am I just a plaything? Nothing I do in real life seem's real... So I role play, but.... Why does that seem realer then My life? In role playing I chose who I fall in love with or beat up... here? well I think I love people but... What's love with out the feeling back? I get hit alot because I want to help and jump in to random thing's, In Role-Playing I would be thanked and have a new friend.... But In real life I'm still waiting for sevral hundred thank you's, at least that... I'm very thankfull to have gaia and the love of my life right now, But for me how long will it last? How long will people here but up with crazy journal's and sob story's? How long will it take for my heart to give up this time? I know my journal sometimes hurt's you my fallen angel, I'm sorry.... This is all I have to vent, I just wish I could be treated like a friggen person for once, maybe I wouldn't hurt you guy's so much then... I'm sorry...
Megan out- heart