|
s**t man...
I think I was right... everything that could go wrong today is.... I'm crying right now I don't know what to think.... God I hope my feelings arn't true.... My hearts been riped out! It hurts so bad! I don't know why! It's just somthing silly.... a-a little post.... Please I dn't know any more! Am I not fullfilling enough? why can't I just go with out stop being happy! Why most I feel so usless and alone! I can't take it, But I can't stop it, not stong enough to help myself, not enough poeple to help me though, Too many promises not to just end it... not that I could if I promised no one... Am I happy? if so why am I like this? why can't I just be normal like every one else... to have friends every were.... to be invited places.... to know I won't end up alone! my fears are sufficating me again, and no one see's me.... why must I right in my lournal like this... I don't want to hurt you guys, but I need some why to sceam it out... I'm so confused... I hope I havn't hurt anyone by writing this...
|
