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~*Artificail Lover*~
Long ago I gave up asking why you wanted me.
I did in the beginning but you made it clear you would end it should I persist with my questions.
After that there was never a discussion, we never seemed to exchange words.
It was all a mindless self-indulgence.

We aren't a couple are we?
I am your artifitial lover.
You are my secret sin.

Sometimes you stay, and I remain awake as you curl about me in your sleep.
I can pretend you love me when you cuddle up to me.
I like it when you sleep.
I often wonder how such a small bed can feel so emtpy.
It feels just as empty whether you're here or not.
Crying silently I feel as hallow as your eyes.

For a while I was able to pretend.
But all my smiles were fake.
But I'm slowly realizing that this is killing me.
Your presence is like poison.
I feel certain that your kisses will be the death of me.
Each caress; Each fight, I can feel myself breaking.
You're a deadly addiction.
Can't you see my pain?
Or maybe you just don't care.

But you turned your back again, is that your answer?
The silence between us only makes it worse.
The cracks are forming.
I'm reaching the end of this desolate road as the edge grows near.

Will you mourn me?
Miss me?
Will another take my place?
I guess it doesn't really matter in the end.
I just want to step over the edge.

My artifitial lover.
I have no more love to give.
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This was from a webcomic and it's about SasuNaru pairing. So if you don't like it sorry. But its still about SasuNaru. Heh heh. And its Naruto-chan speaking by the way. See ya. Sasuke heart Naruto.





 
 
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