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Mood: Confused

Finally, time to use a journal the right way. What has been going on in my life?

Romance:
No love for me. D=

Money:
My family is thinking about buying a beautiful home in Garden City. The house is perfect for us, but the mortgage is more than we can afford. Actually, it's not. We afford it, while paying for the utilities and everything, and we'll save a few hundred dollars. My brother told me that I can't list out anything online, so I'll just say that we're going through a lot of stress just to buy a home. And for a moment, I thought it was simple, buy the house and get over with it. Other than school, friends, and packing, there are so many other things to worry about.

Happiness:
My happiness has been effected a lot in the last few days. Change. It's the thing I fear the most. I fear it more than blood, clowns, and darkness. Change. Whether you do anything or not, change happens. For now, my fear is when my brother gets a girlfriend.

Right now, my brother loves me so much. He makes me laugh, buys me stuff, and is always nice to me. Sure, sometimes he gets on my nerves, but life won't be this way forever. Soon, he will get a girlfriend, and of course, he will not care for me as much. I just have to accept that. For now, there is at least one more year with my brother. Then he is allowed to get a girlfriend. He doesn't seem interested yet, but it won't stay like that forever. When he gets married, things will change. A lot. He will still live with me, and I'll have a new friend. Hopefully. But things will still change. Nothing will stay the same forever.

I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about that. But for now, I have to cherish all the time left over.

Entertainment:
*ahem* Out of my little pity hole, I still have some things to laugh about.

A few days ago (the same day when my brother injured his lower spine), I watched a movie named "The Twins Effect". It was the best horror movie I seen in a long time. That's probably because it didn't have too much blood.



If you're interested, you can view the summary of it and some more screenshots here:
http://www.dragonsdenuk.com/reviews/twins_effect.htm

I loved it especially cause it has the Twins in it, plus two ultra cute guys.

I think you can find it online. Otherwise, you just have to go to Hollywood Video or something. It is in Chinese (Cantonese) and has English and Chinese subtitles. Me likey. <3

And that's all for now, folks. domokun