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Meep. I'm a nutcase. Its pretty funny too. Lately I can't seem to hold anything back. The slightest annoyance sets me off and I do things I don't like doing. Maybe its because I've been around people so much this week. Everyday I've been out, and everyday I have been around people for long periods of time. I haven't been able to do my homework, or spend time online. To be honest, too much of a good thing is really starting to get to me. Raymond wants to go out and be with friends all the **** time, when all I want to do is spend a day with him, like we used to do. He wanted to spend the night at Jayetta's house for the third night in a row. I couldn't take that again. I like spending the night at someone's house, but not all the time, or night after night after night. Its just too much for me to handle. I don't know, things have been so weird lately. Though luckily Raymond and I have patched things up somewhat. We haven't been in a fight yet and its been almost 24 hours. And hes getting closer to me again, which really makes me feel more at ease. But the talk of finding another girlfriend to really test feelings is still in the air. Some of you might be asking yourself right now, "What the ******** are you talking about?" Well, its kinda complicated. You see, Raymond and I have never had any other realationships other than the one we have now. And we want to expirence at least one more before (and who knows what may happen) we get married. We both love eachother, yet we fight like a married couple anyway. x_x And to make things even weirder, I have never had a guy like me in real life, yes, Raymond started out as an online boyfriend, so these things DO happen. Yeah, if I get married with him and have kids they'll eventually ask "Where'd you and daddy meet?" I'd probably tell them the truth, I doubt they'll believe me. But thats all in the far possible future. Yeesh...well, I guess you could say I'm doing better. Lets just hope this keeps up. Besides tomorrow is our anniversary. So I pray things work out.

Posted by: ShaIIow Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 06:57pm

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Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 07:21pm


	hugs I'm glad that things are getting better, even if it's just a little at a time. Hehe, if you get married and have kids, you won't be the only one to tell them your met online. met her fiance online

Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 07:23pm


	Awesome. Though I doubt you met on Neopets. XD ultimate dork Thanks to a stupid hugging thread I met the one person that gives a damn. (Or so I hope)

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Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 09:00pm


	Lol, nope, met in a chatroom 3nodding hugs again I hope things work out for you two, I really do.

Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 09:01pm


	Thank you. :3 hug

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Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 09:04pm


	we both can get pissed off very eaisly I know I'm going throught the same thing right now. I'm also tired of them going there three days in a row. Don't really want to be in the same place ever day ya know?

Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 09:08pm


	Yeah, I want to do something other than sit on my a** all day. I just don't see the need of doing that when I can do that until I explode right here. Though right now I have to get going, there are a few things that Raymond and I have to do. He'll call you, since we may need help, and I think you still have my gift to him in your trunk. O_o

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Commented on: Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 09:11pm


	Well I'm going to hold it for ransom till I get my cristmas presents stare

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