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So...My sister doesnt live with us anymore. She went to collage. I'm taking care of her rat, the other one died after she left. And my two rats. (Which I love.) I'm now in Highschool, which is stressful, lonely, and uneventful. We have no money. My mom owns a company now, and I dont think its going as well as she would like. My dad is making a website for it, on top of his current job. He has to work on said website on a computor at home, which isnt as fast or wonderful as he would like it to be. The room across from mine is now empty, because my sister left. (I like to keep the door closed. It helps me forget that shes gone.) Most of the people that understand me or click with me are online, except Mitsuko. (I love you by the way. <3) To top all of this off, I have forgotten what my goals in life are, and I dont think I have written something since Eggs. (Which I havent finished editing yet.)

I dont want my parents to get a divorce. Right now, theyre downstairs arguing about money, and how little we have of it. Yet we are constantly pretending we are fine, trying to make it seem like we are still doing as well as we were two years ago. (But we arent.)

I dont want to go back to Lake Travis. A lot of the people there I love, I wont denye it. But there is no hope for me there. I would die there. They would end up killing me and not even knowing it.

My dog has a limp. I hope he's ok.

The Alamo Drafthouse is showing the FullMetal Alchemist Movie at 10:00PM tomarrow on a school night. I'm so going to go see it. I'll be trashed the next day, but its nothing a cup of coffee and an hour of Aikido cant fix.

(I love Aikido more and more everyday.)

I love my rats, but they sure are smelly. After a while you get used to it, but for the most part you notice it when you come in the room. I have a lot of Febreeze and Oust to help out though. (The Flowery kind of Oust. Not the Citrus. Rats are allergic to Citrus.)

Pulse was a peice of s**t. Oh well.

Snakes on a Plane was an awsome movie. It makes me so mad that more people dont like it, and dont get the joke. The whole movie is a joke, thats the point. I worry about my country when normal high schoolers take something like a movie seriosly. I mean...cant movies be sarcastic and make fun of themselves? It was such a good movie...god damn...









I miss my sister.