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-Sigh- My last journal entry for a while. (I hope I’m not over dramatizing this. I will be gone a while though.)

Ja....as you can probably guess by my profile. (In case I wasnt discreet enough. -Gets shot- ) I am about to take a small leap of absence from Gaia Online. I just....really tired. I have a lot on my mind, and need to let it rest. I will be back (I promise.) But not for at least a week or two.

But thats now what this entry is about. I want to talk about my life right now, and how excited I am for the upcoming year.

Recently at school, I have been feeling a little lonely. No one there really clicks well, I’m so spoiled my Mitsuko and I’s wonderful relationship that the people at the school just...bore and irritate me. I find myself wanting to spend more time with the teachers and upperclassmen than people my own age. And that worried me. I feel like I come off a little too intimidating or even....dare I say it... geeky. (Not that geeky has ever been a problem for me in the past. I just...well... people tell me that I look like I would like anime... and I think about those sad Inu-Yasha people that cant interact well in real life, smell kinda funny, and are fat. ._.)(Not that all anime fans are like that at all. Just...the stereotype is like that. I worry that I am a stereotype.)

I also have been feeling fat...and am currently fasting at the moment. @w@

I am taking all Pre AP (Advanced) classes, which is both exciting and intimidating. Everything except math....but math doesnt count...because I’m bad at math. In LA , we read the book Maus, which was ******** amazing. Since then, I have been reading a lot about WWII by myself, which is intriging. (Which also makes me worried that I no longer can function properly in real life.)

Thursday of last week, I went to the Alamo Draft House and saw the Full Metal Alchemist movie in theaters. It was so awesome...at 10:00 PM. With a bunch of nerds like me. (Strike one.)

Im going to England. O_O I still cant hardly believe it. My LA and History teacher, Kes, (Who is at the moment my most favoritest teacher ever. D: ) arranged a trip for the High-Schoolers to tour around England. I’m going to go to the two collages there, and whatnot. The coolness of it hasnt really hit me yet.

A man ran up to me today, who worked at a hair salon, and called me pretty. >w<

I’m really excited about Oni-Con, coming up in October. (Strike two.) I will be hopefully cosplaying as Deidara, if I have my Akatsuki cloak by then. I want a good one, that I can actually afford. @.@

In LA, instead of an Essay, some students get to do a graphic novel. I’m doing mine about WWII, since that is what we have been researching and whatnot. Its called 'The Quiet Little Blackbird'. I’m really excited about it. Finally a manga that I have a finish for! All the other ones I have started where sort of whims, where I didnt know where I was going. But with this one I actually have a plotline that is concrete and workable. x3

Anyway...enough of that. I'm glad there wasnt a strike three among these paragraphs. My best wished to you and yours. heart