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Ha I feel like crap today... I tried to get rid of her... I tried to kick her face out of my mind.... well I said lot of harsh and stupid things about her.. I tried to delete her but she's like a virus, a fungus.. a bacteria that infected me...and yeah I'm badly injured... why? coz I can't get enough of her i still think about her... I told my friends that I hate her, because she's blind and her kindness is hypocrisy but what I told them... what I've said.... it's not really true... It's a lie... it's a big filthy lie.... I don't what came into my mind.. i didn't mean to throw those harsh words, maybe I'm just confused or maybe depressed? or perhaps anxious.... heck I don't know....or maybe I'm just dumb....yeah maybe it's just me........................................